Lonely and Secretive

utter_insanity's picture

Right now all your friends are pairing off
You think, “Oh yeah? Well that’s just tough.
I don’t care about this crap.
I’ll do anything else before I resort to that."
But you still feel sad and you wonder why
As you stare up into the night sky
Nobody of the choices given you
Lives up to the standards that you view
You don’t know why you have to be so picky
You just know that “he’s not for me”

What’s wrong honey?
Why do you keep hiding?
You don’t know anything
You’re too confused
You feel so alone
You’re lonely and secretive
So afraid of the truth…

As you walk down the corridors of your school
You take a look at all of the fools
Who are having such a good time
Always saying that what you want isn’t right
You have no idea what to do
If they’re having such a good time, then why can’t you?
But no matter how many boys you go
Out with, it annoys you to know
That for some reason, you’re just not satisfied
And you continue to hide

What’s wrong honey?
Why do you keep hiding?
You don’t know anything
You’re too confused
You feel so alone
You’re lonely and secretive
So afraid of the truth…

After so many years, you realize
What you are; tears come to your eyes
How could you turn out to be such a freak?
All you want is to make ends meet
But secretly inside you’re glad
Because this really isn’t all that bad
But you start to worry
Should you tell your friends or family?

What’s wrong honey?
Why do you keep hiding?
You don’t know anything
You’re too confused
You feel so alone
You’re lonely and secretive
So afraid of the truth…

I was lonely and secretive
I still keep my secrets
But now I’m no longer alone…

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Sunny Rays's picture

Nice. I can relate to that.

Nice. I can relate to that.

When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.