my god, i'm soooooo bored. there is absolutely nothing going on. i'd go for a walk, but it's way too hot. i probably need to clean up the kitchen...that's going to be fun.
in other news, i've decided to be okay with who i am. i don't quite know what that means yet, but i know it means something. i'm trying to be okay with being single, but it's hard. but i'm doing better than i was and hopefully i can get on the path to being okay with myself. not my sexuality, i'm fine with that, but myself as a person. being okay with who i am altogether.
i've realized i don't really identify as a girl, but not really as a guy either. i'm just fluid right now, hence my new name. sort of. wonderland is a place full of things that weren't really one thing or another, they just were, and i'm lost in there.
as Cosmo would say, "Good times. Goooooood times...."