So I thought it was about time I updated my "Uh oh, I seem to be gay" journal.
SARAH6824's PROGRESS REPORT:
Acceptance of self - 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Sarah6824 has begun to comprehend at last that she is in fact a lesbian. Although she still has her
confused moments, when sober Sarah has quite a clear view on things. Occasionally Sarah does feel slight
attraction to males, but only while under the influence or when very very lonely :) Sarah does not feel as
if any sexual activities with males would have any point whatsoever, but is still slightly frightened she's
going to do something she regrets in a moment of desperation (due to her incessant need to fit in).
Acceptance by others - 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Sarah6824 is still very much in the baby stages of coming out. She always completes her homework, and I
was exceptionally proud of her for informing a good friend of hers of sexuality. He took it well, and ending
the conversation by calling her a 'rugmuncher' (jokingly) and then went on to call himself a bit of a hypocrite,
which I must say seems like a bit to much information.
Sarah has a holiday task of informing two of her bestest friends, and perhaps a 3rd if that goes well (her
very best friend knew before she did), which I trust will go swimmingly.
Love Life- 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Sarah6824 has met a few lovely ladies recently who identify in the queer manner as she does. However, Sarah
can't really be assed with a relationship currently as she does not have one single spare day in which to
participate in relationshippy activities, due to many school and music related activities. But, knowing her
if the opportunity arose she'd probably go for it because there are slim pickings round here and you gotta take
what you get when you can :P
Other related matters-
Sarah6824 has been pondering gender issues and is not quite sure she is as much as a girl as she thought.
Sarah wishes to identify as androgynous as she believes gender is fluid, and has equality masculine and feminine
parts of her mind, and in her feelings (and body if you count wide shoulders?! Rofl).
General Happiness 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Overall Sarah6824 is a good learner, but needs to concentrate more on her bookwork and attend class a
a little more often to reach her full potential.