shite.... heeeeelp peoples... this can't happen now...

EGLolita's picture

yeah.... so we're moving at the end of the month and all, but now I've got some of my ex-friends all going and reading all my blogs somehow and complaining to my.... best friend?
She hasn't really been listening too much about what's happened lately and.... now she's had another...epiphany. something like that. I'm simply trying to see if things are going to go completely out of control like they did last time, so now I've got all these bitches just pissing at me like the bitches they are....
I just HATE THIS. I know I'll probably never see any of them again or anything, but they really just BOTHER me.... and now haydens trying to tell me everyone already knows. I don't WANT everyone to already know, but although she says they just figured it out on their own, I highly doubt it. She'd tell them and she knows it. So now I'm thinking if she hasn't already, she will. I'm not going back anyway, but... I don't want this to happen this way... dammit... dammit dammit dammit...
So is this it? That moment I've been dreading since... I don't know exactly when? I don't want this...... and Hayden can't understand that. They're all making me out to be an evil bitch, which I know I have my moments, and thats all they see anyway, but I'm NOT, DAMMIT. I've had ENOUGH of bitches lately, and I'm not gonna put up with their crap.
I know I'm overstressed and haven't gotten much sleep, so maybe that will help, but...
I just don't want this to happen... I know there's little I can do to change it... 'cept for damage control...

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Duncan's picture

Uh oh! I understand how that

Uh oh! I understand how that feels. Trust me, things'll get better. Your friends are being assholes to you, and I understand that you don't wanna leave with things being like this, but it'll be ok. When you move, you may meet other GLBT teens and it may become a wonderful thing for you. It'll be ok.