someone bring a bandaid, i have a wounded soul...

Icarus's picture

yeah....my soul's hurting...

fuck...that only makes me think of her more.

i feel...betrayed almost...although i don't really know why. she knew it...she knows it...she knows i like her. and for the longest time, she was nice about it. she was polite to me, she was okay.

what the fuck happened? was she just afraid of me? who the fuck could be afraid of me? she avoids me...why? and on top of that, she won't tell me why. i asked her outright and she won't tell me. the only answer she gave me was: "some things are weird & awkward. idk how to explain it, i'm sorry." that was it. no a.) "i feel uncomfortable with you liking me and that's why i don't like it when you're near me." or b.) "i like you back, but i'm in a position where it wouldn't be good for either of us to like each other." nothing. just that odd answer.

i know i need to get over her either way. but fuck....no one seems to realize how much it kills me. no one seems to really understand how much it hurts.

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cali gurl's picture

urrg

AWW FUCK DANG...U THINK KNOW ONE KNOWS..HUH...TRY HAVING UR FRIEND OF LIKE 8 OR 9 YEARS SAY FUCK U CAUSE U LIKED THEM...FUCKIN BITCH I KNEW HER SINCE I WAS ONE...EH GIVE HER SOME TIME SHELL COME AROUND...AND "STOP"BEING SO FUCKING HARD ON UR SELF.....ITS NOT WORTH IT AND SHES NOT WORTH IT...and if she was a true friend she would sit there with u and say i'll love u for ever no matter what

i rather be hated for what i am then to be loved for some thing im not

Sunny Rays's picture

I'm sorry. There's nothing th

I'm sorry. There's nothing that I can really say but I hope that she gets over it soon. For both of you.

When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.