Stupid Crush

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We face hardships
We are ultimately rejected
Simply because of who we are
We cannot help being this way
It’s simply what we were born to be
And we cannot change this
No matter how disgusted you are
Your beliefs are so very very far
From the truth about us
I did not choose to be this way
I’d wish away these feelings if I could

But I cannot

This ache will not pass
I’ve tried so hard to deny this
But this stupid crush
Stupid crush
It will not go away
I cannot deny these feelings
They are a part of me
And they aren’t going away anytime soon

This is maddening
This constant silence
Being unable to say how I feel
If I were of the opposite gender
Maybe then I’d have a chance with her
But I don’t want to be that way
I like myself just the way I am now

I think I know how
I became like this
It was an accident of birth
But hey, how much is my opinion worth?

This ache will not pass
I’ve tried so hard to deny this
But this stupid crush
Stupid crush
It will not go away
I cannot deny these feelings
They are a part of me
And they will not go away anytime soon

I don’t understand the reasoning
To which you are so hopelessly clinging
You say it’s my own fault I’m like this
Well Yoda, the target you have missed
I wish you could live one day in my shoes
And see all that I have to loose

There’s a hole inside of my chest
I’ve tried so hard to deny this
But this stupid crush
Is not going away
I cannot deny this feeling
It is a part of me
And it’s not going away

This curse is not lifting
My self image is shifting
This stupid crush
Is taking its toll
I cannot hide these feelings
For a special somebody
I must confess
I never want this wonderful emotion
To go away

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shyguy3135's picture

oh wow, thats amazing........

oh wow, thats amazing..........
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