So my roomate is totally the raddest thing around, I only have a small problem. Half of the time he is this total sweetheart, and the other half he is this monster. I love him more than anything and although I've thought about, and tried unsucesfully to end it ive realized that that isnt an option. I love him too much. Im sitting here right now with a sprained arm, the other has a major rug burn, and probably bruses on my leg but im not looking, all of which was caused by him. He doesnt know how to control his anger, and even if i didnt start a fight its always blamed on me. I just love him so much and I want to help him. He might have a hormonal imbalasment but he refuses to go to the doctor for it. He will be fine one second then the next he is screaming his lungs out at me. Today he actually lost his voice yelling at me. I was crying so hard that i threw up. I cant stand the abuse anymore, but I cant leave. Has anybody had this problem? My friends tell me to ditch him, but I cant. I love him too much. Besides, I'm living with him and we have a lease so i cant leave, nor would i want to. I just feel like im the only person with this problem and am not sure what to do at this point. I have a problem with hurting myself and I have gotten past it, but today he told me.. and i quote, "I wish that you would just go and kill yourself, jump out of the car while im going down the highway, go home and slit your wrists and bleed to death, I hate you and I want you to die!"