i want to not live anymore, for awhile. i don't want to kill myself, i just don't want to live. i can't think of how i can make things better without pushing myself over the edge first. (did that make sense?) i'm too lazy and it would be too hard. i need to talk to someone and get some help, but i have tried the whole therapist thing and i don't feel comfortable talking to them. I tried the pills and they didn't work, they made me tired and just not care....i don't know what to do.
i hate being a depressed one on this site!