Yesterday night I was in the mood for a rant, but it was too late to tun on my pc, so I just let it be. Today, I’m not that into it, I just… brood, which seems to be the case since Evangeline left for her holiday and I was left alone here. I’ll stay one more week in Athens and then I’m going away too. Corfu, here I come! Damn it, I’d prefer Mykonos (you can guess why, it’s the gay greek island) but no… I’m gonna go with Lilah next year, though. Can’t wait.
I read a journal entry yesterday, I think it was from xprincessxAurora? Anyway, she said she wanted to have sex with guys but when it came to it, she got dizzy and and disgusted etc (which is sth that happens to a girl I know, she’s gay and she was sexually abused when she was a kid). That kinda reminded me of me. When I’m safe in my room and think of having sex with a girl, I get… well, reactions. But, when the time comes, I panic and I can’t get an erection. All the times it happened, I had to buy me some time by, well… going down on *personal places* but you get the picture. Very confusing.
So, 5 days until I leave. Next Wednesday.
And then I won’t be back till September, when our exams begin. The professors had a general strike, all May, June and July so our exams were postponed and we’ll have the “June Exams