well. i'm not sure where to start. i'm kinda still wrecked by the situation too. but damn. i need someplace to rant and blah, so i can get outta this weird depressing state i'm in. ah. well okie. here it goes:
1) i met the chik from downelink. omg i fell for her really bad & meeting her just made me fall even harder. but the sucky thing is that the day after we met. she said that she was going to be too busy and wouldn't be able to give me her all, so she broke it off and said that we could try again. omg heartbreak. yea i know its only been about 3 or 4 days but it kinda hurt 'cause i liked her so damn much. so yea i moped around and still kinda am now. but then today i found out one of her friends died in an accident, now i feel like shit 'cause she's going through a lot now and here i am feeling like the world is ending. so now i'm ok 'cause i understand what she's going through and its hard.
2) blah. i met another chik. damn where are all these girls coming from? i seriously don't know lol. but yea, met her today on...gosh....yup...myspace. outta all places. but yea she sent me a message, kinda funnie lol...it said: "hi. you don't know me but are you bi or lez?". okie. what a message lol. but i answered and yea started talking from there. she seems really coo and nice. and she asked if i wanted to go out with her. hmmm. i would but the one reason idk that kinda trips me out is that she's still young. well. she's only like 2 years younger than me but idk it still makes me feel a lil old lol plus i would be her first. damn. yea i know. laugh now if you want but for real. haha i know weird but its true. but i'm gonna put that aside and see where this will go just to see what would happen. like they say: "you don't know until you try".
well. i think thats it. blah. if none of it made sense or sounds funnie. then i'm sorry. haha just wanted to get things outta my head 'cause it was beginning to hurt thinking about so much things. this may not seem like much but i didn't want to write all of it down 'cause some things i wanna keep in my head lol. but thnx if you made it this far. i'm so touched lol. okie. laters.