Shit it is crazy how much I've changed since my last journal entry.
I actually hate my old journal. It sucks because for some reason I just couldn't see the bigger picture. Damn I feel like a dumbass just reading it. Thank god that was almost a year ago...
Anyways, current situation- living with my mom in a different town in Alberta Canada.
I am 18 so I can drink now which is awesome. i love having a beer after work.
I just got my hair trimmed so I feel pretty good about that. I've been a little depressed lately but mainly because I am a little lonely. I have 2 friends but I just don't like being the only openly gay person in my town. That's right... I'm depressed because I haven't had a date for 6 months :( ;) . I have a great job that makes me rich though so that's a plus... I feel very misunderstood because the people I did hang out with totally ditched me and talked behind my back when I did National Day Against homophobia at my school. i know that "If they ditch you because you are gay then they were never your friends to begin with" but it just hurts. Plus I'm all graduated now and I have to move to the next step of my life that is just kind of sad because I don't want to leave my confort zone :/ I'll just really miss my friends from Stony Plain (my old town). They were very good to me and supported me when I came out and stood up for me. I was supported where I live now but it was different because people are a little more close minded here. It's not a very big deal though because I already graduated and I don't have to worry about highschool!!!!!
I'm single... I have black and purple hair... I spend all my free time with my friends Erik and Katrina.... I drink a lot... which is normal for an 18 year old.... I dunno. Life is pretty good actually.