sooo i found out who my rapist is and...

victoria2995's picture

it was my step brother! i cant say i wouldnt expect it hes always touched me and i tell him to stop but he wont and he still does touch my and when i was little he like made me take showers with him and stuff and touched me and made me sleep in the same bed as him and i mean i was like 6 or 7 when he started doing that to me and i mean i was a lil kid how was i supposed to know how wrong thay shit is? well what i really wanna know is if this is my faoult becuz i REALLY feel like it is

victoria2995's picture

oh and now that im older when

oh and now that im older when he touches me i tell him to stop but he doesnt

help_me_god's picture

Its not your fault at all. H

Its not your fault at all. He is older than you and took advantage of your relationship as brother and sister... Have you thought about telling your parents at all?

victoria2995's picture

no becuz my mom and my step d

no becuz my mom and my step dad always belive him and if i tell them he will hurt me

QuakerOats's picture

It was NOT your fault. AT AL

It was NOT your fault. AT ALL. I've been sexually harassed and it's so wierd how it can feel like your fault even when you KNOW it isn't, but if there is any chance you might be in danger of this happening again, or that he might rape someone else, you need to tell someone. If there's no one you trust near you, call the gay and lesbian helpline.http://www.glnh.org/index2.html

screv's picture

not that i recomend violenc (

not that i recomend violenc (much) if he tries to get you to go down there on him, grab the bag nd twist, pul to if u can. thatl stop him for good.

but seriously, you do need to sort this out. ime sure its exceptionly upsetting and embarasing, but think of what he may do to others in the comming years. you can stop him now. tell some one, a coulselr*spelling?* your paerents, who ever it is, tell tehm evrything.
dont put up with this shit.

but its up to you, be strong