If it was up to me my mom wouldn't ever know that I was....gay? (i'm still not sure) but
anyways this past year I was dateing this girl and it was awesome...
exept we couldn't see each other unless we snuck around because my mom didn't like her
and then one day my mom found out that I was with her...it turned into a mess
then me and her ran away together...and then we had to break up...we grew apart because I couldn't
speak to her that much since i had no pone bla blah bla etc. and she was 18 and was 15.... this girl was
and still is my best friend. and now I only talk to her maybe one time a week. It's so hard to do
but I have been managing. My mom found out again that I was talking to her
and she kicked me out of the house...then begged me to come back. and i did since I had no where else
to go. and now she's trying to keep me away from my friends...from the phone
from the computer...and she's even thinking about home schooling me. I'm like loosing my mind
I can't help who I am and she wants me to be someone else. I don't know what to do
I feel so alone at times. It seems as if there is nothing that I can do.
I don't know what to do. I can't live like this any longer.