I really miss Edmonton lately... I just don't have very good friends here and I miss the ones I used to have. They never were shocked by me. All they usually did when I told them stories or personal things was smile and tell me that they would always be my friend. I invited a friend over to watch movies last night but he never showed up so I was a little miffed at him but then I decided I wanted to just be alone. I phoned all my sisters back in Edmonton instead and I felt better. They are doing fine but sometimes I feel like I went away from my home to fight a war and sometimes it becomes so treacherous and scary and I can't help but feel all alone. The war is mainly in myself. I gain territory in some areas but then I lose in others and right now I feel that my defense has become weakened and I am very sensitive. War is too hard when you don't have strong allies and you don't understand your enemy. Living alone is... well, lonely hehehe.
If I moved back to Edmonton I'd like to get a job at a clothing store like Thriftys and I would like to volunteer at the Pride Centre or do small part- time work there. That would be nice. I would like to live close to my friend Ashley because we are still very close friends and her family is so nice.