I'dunno what it is, but I've been thinking alot about death in dying. This song seems to add alot to that being that it's about just that. The song's melody is absolutely gorgeous, especially the beginning. I know the song by heart, and that's probably a good thing because the marching band's production is going to be a compilation of songs by Styx. (I'm in the marching band.) The beginning just moves me so much, where the tempo is so slow, and there's alot of sweet singing. In fact, the whole album (The Grand Illusion) is beautiful. When I sleep at night, I just want to know that someone is going to be with my when I pass on, someone I can share my body and soul with, someone to ride that ship with me. God knows how many times I've failed at finding love. I mean, I haven't had an actual relationship in the two years I've had of being gay. Sure, I've had a couple of online buddies, but I want someone to be there with me, holding my hand when pressure seems too hard, which I don't doubt will.