I HAVE A DATE today!
YAY! i actually feel happy for once. well its not one of those dates where i don't know the person, i kinda was seeing her last year but it didn't work out 'cause i wasn't really ready for a relationship i guess at the time. so yeah. we started talking last night about some stuff than about what happened to us, then she asked me out.
i'm really happy but really nervous at the same time 'cause idk i feel like this might actually work out (*knock on wood) && i kinda do want it to work out. well she's like 6 years older than me but age is just a number.
she's really coo, nice, sweet, cute =), outgoing, funnie && idk she's one of those one-of-a-kind kind of person. i was also talking to my best friend last night about this and she was like "well doesn't everybody deserve a second chance?". so yea maybe this is one of those second chances that may actually make a difference.
well. i gotta go clean the house before i leave. so wish me luck, i hope it goes well. =)