I'm such an idiot.

Riku's picture

Damn, I'm so stupid! Sora just slept over and I had SO many chances to come out to her and I didn't. Why? Because I'm stupid, that's why. And she's starting school soon and I don't know why I can't just tell her, it's like the words won't come out. They were on the tip of my tounge and then her sister called and told her she had to go. Dammit! I knew I'd regret it if I didn't say something, why didn't I say something? We walked around the block like, 4 times yesterday, I could have told her then. But no, I had to be a scardey chicken. When she's in school I'm not going to have as many chances to tell her. I'm so stupid! Why am I so stupid? They're just words, why can't I say them? Garrrgh. I don't even know what I'm afraid of. It's not like she's homophobic or anything close to it. I'm so mad at myself right now.

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yep_im_a_stalker's picture

dont beat yourself up about i

dont beat yourself up about it--youll tell her eventually.

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ForeverEndedToday's picture

dont worry about it. It just

dont worry about it. It just wasnt the right time to come out to her, when its right you will. Dont beat yourself up about it, coming out to people is hard thing to do.

lie down in a field if you can
look at the night sky
oh, where does it end?
sometimes it hurts when you
care about me
but it’s going to hurt more when
they take you away from me
we have go to take cover, brother

Andrewgirl3's picture

try saying, " I have to tell

try saying, " I have to tell you something". It's easier to say and it will make you tell her something...

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