I'm wondering when the next time just Sora (My BFF/crush) will come over, because her sisters keep coming along. It's not that I don't like her sisters, but I want to sepnd some time with just her. At least long enough to come out to her.
My cousin and I were talking last night, I had the perfect oprotunity to come out to him but I didn't because he would tell Sora and I want to be the one to tell her. But I haven't had the chance. (Mostly because I keep forgeting or when I do remember there's other people (who I don't want to tell yet) in the room.) And now I'm upset at myself for wasting previous oprotunities. Oh well, it'll happen eventually.
What's annoying is I don't know why I can't come out to her. I mean, I can't imagine a negitave reaction coming from her. Though It'd be a little annoying if she said something like "I knew it." Which I'm actually sort of expecting at this point because I haven't really acted very straight at ALL.
Actually, she asks me "are you gay" on a regular basis, it's just that when she does it's through e-mail or something and I can't tell if she means in chatecter or out of charecter. Mabye I should ask her to clarify.
Hrrrmmmm... I'm going to take a walk, it helps me to think, especialy when it's chilly out.
So anyone have any tips for coming out and being less nervous in genral?