Okae pplz, everything's been going alright for me~ I got awarded academic honours this week which is always a plus.
On the other hand though... I've been feeling really down last weekend with really no one to talk to.. and I did some things that even scared myself. I talked to my english teacher on Monday about the whole thing and she recommended me to see our school counsellor (again). So yeah, that's why I'm seeing him tomorrow. I hope things don't mess up.
Hmm yeah, other than that.. I've been getting on extremely well with my friends at school. I'm reasonably out now... and occasionally I get homophobes trying to harrass me... but I could care less. I made a few more new friends in the past week too... which is pretty awesome. But because most of them are girls, I get some people who insist I'm bi instead of gay. It annoys the hell out of me because occasionally it does confuse me again after I've been so sure I am gay.
Mm something else is that tomorrow there's three events in the eveing and I dno which one to go to... some of you can help me decide I guess.
The first one is this rock concert at our school... apparently a few of my friends wanted me to go.. but the ticket is quite expensive and transport is very difficult for me to access that late at night... but I still want to go.
HOWEVER, there's this OTHER concert at this church youthgroup thing happening also tomorrow... these two other friends wanted me to tag along... if I went.. I can also finish my report for this church assignment. But that's due in 7 weeks... so not a big rush.
My last option is going to my dance group... my crush will go.. and so will a few of my other friends... the thing is it's on every week. But what bothers me is the dance teacher goes insane if anyone misses a class... and most likely next time I go back she'll go insane (lyk I said).
Mm I have no idea which one to go to..