Today, I started at my new school. I was actually quite excited at first to meet new people and go to school downtown. It's called, roughly translated, "The Cathedral School." And no, it has nothing to do with religion...
Anyhow, the school is the hardest one of its kind to get into, but with my grades, that was never an issue.. not to brag or anything.
I dressed up a little nicer than usual for the first day, my mind firmly set on making a good first impression. Met Camilla for breakfast half an hour before; the buttom line is I was as ready as ever.
Then I show up.
Not only were there no familiar faces, (except for like 3 ppl) there were literally no guys. Since it's an elite school, and since the stardards are so high, it seems almost no guys had gotten in. When I counted there were maybe 5 guys in each class, together with 25 girls. The testosterone was practically non existant. As if that wasn't enough, most of the girls were arrogant and bitchy, or shy, nerdy and antisocial people, entrenched in some book.
I wanted to scream.
So, with all my hopes of finding some cute gay guys crushed, I'm clinging to the fact that I have soemwhat decent teachers, which will be a first. Still, the comfort is small.