My friend who I referred to in my previous entries whom I thought about telling of my queerness now seems to
be kind off ignoring me.I'm not sure if its cause she has guessed.We were joking the other night and she
said oh your so gay!I didn't agree or deny it.It kind of hung in the air for a few mins untill we were
distracted by something else.Then later on she jokingly called me a dyke which I also did not respond to.
However we spent several hours together afterwards and she seemed fine.We normally chat online in the
evenings,but since that night she has been really cold towards me.She doesn't answer my messages or if she
does its with a one word answer.I haven't seen her since either.I really was sure she would be fine if she
found out.I'm not even sure she knows.
I don't think I've done anything else to piss her off.I know I should just ask her whats going on,but to
be honest I think I'm afraid of the answer.I know if she is a good friend she will love me for me,but I just
wish that I didn't have to deal with this now.