oh my god everything is fucked up..in my head, in my heart..man if i was one who really wasnt scared
pain i know i would have cut myself from all of this..or maybe i jus havent reach that point yet
idk wat goin on but ive lost my bestfriend (who my ex crush) and i jus feel so damn alone and jus damn
and all of this is sooo wrong i mean soooo wrong i jus feel like every god damn thing is against me
tryin so hard to change, destroy me and uhh i jus wish i could be free from all this goddamned pain and
idk...besides all this i cant get my mind of my ex best freind now (not the girl ive been talkin bout)
and it hurts like bad cuz of all the chance i could of had wit her jus keep rollin trough my head
....i jus cant figure how to let this out it wont go and im afraid to confont it ................
i jus feel stupid when i think of how i can confont it..to tell my ex crush how i feel bout the way she treatin me
and jus idk i jus want to know how i can free my self and get on wit life.........................
and besides all of this i want a girlfreind like bad....i guess i want to be free and have someone that gets me and wont abandon me
all the songs that fit me r linkin park songs they jus dont help but tell me wat wrong and fit my probs