how much you can change in just a short amount of time? I mean just look at me. About 18 months ago, I would've been dreaming and thinking about my perfect guy. But now my dreams and thoughts are about my dream girl...And it's not just dreams, I want a relationship with a girl. I wanna feel that passion and love...I watched the movie Lost And Delirious for the first time, a few months ago and i loved it dispite the sad ending... and that movie got me really thinking about what I want in life and in love. I mean I really hope that someday I meet a girl and feel that passion that they had for eachother.