Nothing really happened today, but I did a lot of thinking. (I also watched Bleach on youtube a little. It rocks =D)
I know what I want to say to Sora now...
I want to thank her.
Before we became really good friends I was in a constant state of depression. I won't go into why, I don't like talking about it. But I was. If it wasn't for her I'd probably be suicidal at this point. And, that's a big thing, because now I'm one of the happiest people I know.
And, I also want to tell her everything. Or at least as long as she'll listen.
I want her to know. I guess. I've already told her a lot more than I've told anyone else. Before I used to not talk about much at all unless you were close family.
And now, to balance the fact that I'm always talking about how Sora might like me back, I'm going to point out everything straight about her. She drools over Gaara and Sasuke and Roy and a whole bunch of other male characters. She uhh... previously had a few crushes on guys... And... This is harder than I thought it'd be. I see your point.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do if she does like me back. I have plans for when she dosen't, but if she does... I'd probably dance around like an idiot. Then hug her, then dance around some more... And sing, I'd do that too.
I just wish school didn't have her so busy. It's like she never has any freetime except for weekends now. And it's so hard to pass time when you're homeschooled (and teaching yourself, mostly.) and live a mile and a half away from the nearest bustop and both of your siblings are away. (My brother lives with my grandma, and my sister is with my mom right now.)
And, back to talking about Sora, I remember before when I didn't have a crush on her yet. I thought she was leading me on, I can't remember why. But yeah.
Okay, that's enough blabber for now I guess.