Life Sux...and noone cares

Kodak13's picture

start with songs so u can get a sense of how i feel...like shit

"did i drive you away, i know wat ull say, u say ohh....sing one u know, but i promise u this, ill always look out for u, thats wat ill do"
- Cold Play

"I never thought I'd walk away from you. I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment. Every time I quit."
- Jimmy Eat World

who in the hell made life so damn complicated? who in the hell made people different? who in the hell would make homosexual if he hates them and its a sin? oh and the best...... who in the hell am i??

cuz i have no clue(not bout sexuality the last ?) life sux and life sux there is jus no logical answer to why i feel like dyin i sooooooooooooo wish i could idk see im so torn like there two part of me and i dont know who is me....there the shy confused girl and the the big and bold flirtatous girl...wtf...wtf!!!!

1. bestfriend is mad at me again for the fuckin 10 millionth time this fuckin year and for some damn stupid reason shit there so stupid id forgot them

2. i cant get my mind of my mom ive tryed all this 3 years so jus forget bout she wont go away i cant get her to leave my mind she jus there everytime i close my eyes, everytime i think of my probs, when im on the bus, when typein this...its like shit ur dead i dont want to think bout u, it hurts too much and ur dead so jus leave, and i want to stop thinkin wat if.....

3. i got noone i mean absolutely noone to talk to and so know one knows im not oh happy cheery kamaria all the fuckin time and noone knows i got 3 fuckin million ?s goin through my head and that im cant get my moms out of my head and that idk......fuck life suxs

"im sry i have to say this but u look like ur sad, ur smile is gone, ive notice its bad, but cure is if u let in jus a little more love, i promise u this, a little enough"
- Angles and Airwaves

Comments

unslept_soul's picture

calm

You need this: *hug*

"We are god's unwanted children, so be it!" -Tyler Durden (Fight Club)

Sway's picture

I'm so sorry about your mom,

I'm so sorry about your mom, I can't even begin to imagine how hard this must be for you...

Would it mean anything if I told you life is good if you give yourself time to realise it? Probably not, but I'm saying it anyway. I hope you feel better. *hug*

-Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal savior?
-Uh, you know I meant to, and then I just got really busy.