Okay, for those who don't know. I have a crush on this girl, Sora. And today is her birthday. So I bought her two manga and a jewelry box. (I bought the jewelry box a while ago for her, but decided to make it a birthday present since it was coming up.) Because I'm overly cautious and wanted to make sure she got something she liked. Though when I think about it, she'd like most anything I gave her if it was from me. Buut. I'm always like this when it comes to present-buying. And since the tickets for the concert I wanted to go to sold out I spent some of that money on gifts. Heh.
Well. I walked to her house, but she wasn't there. Her sister said she didn't know when Sora would be back and asked if she wanted me to have her tell Sora that I came by and give her the gifts for me. Which is what I had planned anyways. (I knew she wasn't home, she told me she had a soccer game today and there wasn't a car in the driveway.)
I mean, I'd love to see her face when she opens the present and all. But I left a note in there saying I wanted to talk to her, and that'd be weird if I was there when she read it. Heh. And plus I'd be a nervous wreck.
Actually. I am a nervous wreck. All the note says is that I want to talk to her and want her to come over soon. But I'm nervous. Way nervous. I'm always nervous. I wish I wasn't.
In other news, there are these boys who walk around the neighborhood holding hands and stuff. I don't know them so I don't know what it means but I think it's cute. And, I'm a little jealous. Sora is uncomfortable with holding my hand. And I have no idea why I brought that up. It's totaly meaningless.
What's weird, is that I'm a girl, so I understand other girls. Except I don't. Half the time I count it as "Wishful thinking" and the rest of the time it's un-useful.
I've been reading Revolutionary Girl Utena. It's cute, but also really weird. I love it. And it's hard to get me to read shojo manga. (I like things like Bleach, Death Note, FMA, that kind of thing.)