so i think i might just pass out now, but actually i don't feel too bad.

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ok, well, it's done. i just sent messages to my former suitemates telling them i'm gay. it was through myspace, which is cheap, i know, but they needed to know some way, and so far i haven't been able to get the words out on my own at all. so writing would be the next best way, and if it's going to be through myspace, then dammit, myspace it is. oh my god. i have no idea how they're going to react. and i didn't tell my roommate, who transfered schools over the summer. i have no way of getting in touch with her, but they do, so i should be hearing from her soon. oh my god. i seriously think i might just pass out now. or start singing, i really can't tell. well, i told three people, so i figure out of that number, hopefully at least one of them will be ok with it, which would mean that i have one person on campus that knows i'm gay that wouldn't hate me for it. i mean, there are lots of liberal people on campus that probably couldn't give a shit whether or not i was gay, but it would be nice to have a person that i know pre-coming out to know and accept it. oy vey. ok, i'm going to go compulsively check my myspace now until i hear back from them. this should be interesting....

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Good for you!!!! Does it fee

Good for you!!!! Does it feel like a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders? that's how it felt for me the first time I told someone. And hey, I wouldn't worry too much because if these people are realy your friends they will accept you for who you are.

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Hey that's quite a nice way. Gives them time to porcess it and everything, but can still respond easily enough. Good luck with the replies

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"