Sora came over. She didn't come over to talk, she came over to give me cake. She loved the gifts. And she saw the note. And I'm going to sleep over at her house ummm... Friday? I'm not TOTALLY forgetful... Except for when I am... Which is right now... She's gonna come get me so I'll like either tell her then, or if I chicken out again I'll tell her while I'm over there. And I've decided that I'm not going to eat any chocolate until I do. Which wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have a bar of 70% dark chocolate sitting near my bed right now. Hehe, I'm giving myself incentive.
And plus, it was really, really hard for me to not just kiss her on the spot. And it'll be easier to get over that if I tell her.
Annnd.. She's sending me mixed signals again. She saw the Utena novel and she says that she was about to say eww because it almost looked like two girls kissing. (She isn't homophobic... At all. (But most of you probably know this don't you?) But she claims she dosen't like Yuri. (By Yuri I mean shoujo-ai. I know there's a difference but she dosen't. And I really don't feel like explaining it to her, it's sort of embarassing.)) Then she takes it back when she says Leon is hot. She always calls him hot. So it was kind of weird.
But then it's also kind of weird when you're sitting in a twin sized bed with the object of your affections and she asks you how you feel about shojou-ai vs. shohen-ai. heheh. I sort of went silent because I can't lie. I stink at lying. That was so akward... And embarassing. But she didn't seem to notice or something.
In other news, I read a little bit of "Rainbow Boys" at the bookstore. I like it so far. But I didn't buy it because I have a bunch of other books I should be reading...
And... I'm sorry that I'm a total chicken. Heh. ^^'