Why am I so stupid? WHYYY!? I managed to get Sora to start questioning what was bugging me. But I couldn't tell her. She told me herself that she wouldn't stop being my friend. And I belive her but I can't tell her. I don't know why? D: I even ran out after her when she began walking home. (For some reason I'm not allowed to walk her home.) And I told her that there's something I want to tell her. And I froze up again. Why am I like this? Well, she told me to call her later and I did but she was already asleep. (It was 7:30) So I guess she got as little sleep as I did.
Argh! Why is it so easy to tell a bunch of strangers something. But to tell the one person who really needs to hear it so hard? WHYYYY!?
ANYWAY, she slept over, which was wonderful because SHE suggested that we share the bed, the small one, in my room. But I was falling off the bed all night, I didn't dare go near her. (I'm so shy...) But when I woke up her arm was on me and she was like, right next to me. (I could feel her leg on mine.) So I stayed there like that for a little while, and then she took her arm away, so I turned around so I could see her face and she was awake, (I might have woken her up by moving though.) and as soon as she realized I was awake she pulled her leg away. It was really weird. And then we just looked at each other, and started laughing. We always do that for some reason.
She was kind of annoying today, she kept touching my guitar and cell phone. But oh well. I'm still mad at myself. I want to tell her, but I keep freezing up. Though I try to hint a little so maybe she'll get the idea and ask me. To make it easier on me... But I know that's not very likely... At all... A girl can dream right?
In other news, Sora's sister might take me to the dance at her school if she can't get a date. You know, as friends. Which would be cool because I love to dance. :) And plus I'll probably make some friends since she'll like, introduce me to everyone. Which would be cool. Because I don't really have very many friends right now. Besides Sora and her sisters. And did I mention that I love to dance? =D
On the other hand, I asked Sora why she's always sitting on my lap, and she would avoid answering me... Which was weird, and reminded me of when we were at the amusement park, and she's about to tell me something. And then she's like “Never mind