Wow I just remembered (sp)

ForeverEndedToday's picture

About a yeat ago right about now I considered myself bisexual. I dont know the exact date but when i did it ffelt so much better. So maybe i was lying to myself a little (i only like girls) but i finally accepted the fact that i atleast liked girls in some way. Its scary to think its only been a year since I partially accepted myself seeing as how im out to everyone and time jsut goes by sp fast. So happy anniversary me!

Ive had this song stuck in my head all day and the song just makes me think and stuff like its just words on paper but with the music it makes you think. Its really hard to explain. Anyway i thought id share them. theyre a little long sry.

Tori Amos "Silent all These Years"
Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog wont bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin at me again
Yeah I can hear that

Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me- you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that

But what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and its been here
Silent all these years

So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
Whats so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
Hows that thought for ya

My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think theres a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker, go you think its enough
To get us there

Cause what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and its been here
Silent all these years

Years go by will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by if Im stripped of my beauty
And the orange cloud raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know were too easy easy easy

Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shade
Lets hear what you think of me now but baby dont look up
The sky is falling

Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
Its your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin at you, here take a hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them

But what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
And its been here
Silent all these years
Ive been here
Silent all these years

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Rave's picture

Cheers! to many more years. A

Cheers! to many more years. And also for accepting yourself so fast. =)

I have an Ani DiFranco recording of that song. ♥ Is Tori Amos the original artist?