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I've found myself rather lacking in motivation recently. I've been incredibly lazy and given to slacking off. I need a change, something exciting to fill my days so i don't just lay around and nap when I'm not either working or in class.

I went home this weekend and I was laying around and thinking about how nice it would be if I could just go back and lay around all the time--maybe get a part time job, but mostly just take naps and watch t.v. I think I miss the old crowd, going out in the middle of the night and hunting people down, laughing hysterically and running around the city in the dark, APD at eleven...doing things at night--I miss doing things at night.

The people that I've been hanging out with here are great, but they are undeniably uptight in comparison. i really have to monitor everything I say, to make sure I'm not using excessive foul language or bringing up anything too personal in regards to being gay.

I guess I miss some of the freedom that I had at home...oh, and I'm bored out of my fucking mind half the time while I'm here. Work has become my social life which is pretty pathetic.

Eh, I don't know, I'm just kind of apathetic to everything right now. I think I'm going to take a nap before getting lunch.