i'm not a girl. the mutilized gender of walking vaginas, constantly crossing or spreading their legs. deriving their only power from manipulation - what they can make you do to or for them. i am not a girl. i wasn't born to be fucked. i wasn't born to be second. i am lilith, hava -not eve. i can't breathe in this room full of the lies they've told me. pink is not a color i chose.
the woman identified woman - radaclesbians 1970
ways of seeing:men looking at women - john berger
a room of one's own - virginia woolf
the story of joan of arc
the myth of lilith
the book of j, the bible
the awakening - kate chopin
the vagina monologues and the good body - eve ensler
the semiotics of sex - jeanette winterson (somewhat)
note to self: free your fucking mind.