Okies.. Im A Freshman. 9th Grade. The First Day Of School In My 3rd Period, It Was Normal. My Friends Sat Around Me, And There Was This One Kid I DIdnt Know Sat In Front Of Me. At First I Saw Him, And Labeled Him As A Skater Dude. But After The 3rd Day, I Got A Better Glimsp Of His Face - And It Was Love At First Sight -Seriously. Im Viet So They Put Me In Advanced Classess, Which I Am Failing. But I Wanted To be By Him, So I Stayed - Im Failing. First I Wanted To Know If He Was Gay. So I Started Staring At Him. I Made It noticable Too. I Figured If He Told Me To Stop Staring Or Question Me, He Wouldn't Be Gay. Turns Out, I STILL Stare At Him And He Say's Nothing. He Stares back For A Few Moments And Looks Away. I Figured He MUST Be Gay. But He Seems To Be Intresting In This Girl Who Seriously Is A SLUT. (Showing Off her Boobs And Such) So I TRIED To Back Off... But In The Hallways, The Only Person I Ever Saw, Was HIM. I Guess Its Selective Vision Or Something. But He Doesn't Seem Gay. I Heard He's Just "Shy". I Rode A Diffrent Bus... But Something Hapened And My Bus Number Changed- So I Rode Another Bus... DYLANS BUS. So I Started Thinking That God Did It, And Hes My Soulmate. (Corny I Know) Then Today I Asked The Administrater For My Bus # And He Pops Up Beside Me And Asked Me What Our Bus Number Was. Im About To Tell Him And He Runs Off With His REAL Friends And leaves Me There. As If Im Like Nothing. Yea, Ive Even Cried For Him. But I Dont Know What To Do.... IF I Dont Get My Classess Changed Im Gonna Fail Highschool, But I Cant Bear To Be Whithout Him. I Dunoo ~ I Think I Love Him. But Its SO Complicated. He Acts Straight, But Occasionally He Does Act Kinda Gay. But I Dont kNow. Im So Confused And Tired, From The First Person I Ever Loved. My Best Friend Has Another Friend, And When Dylan Walked By, She Goes "Damn he Is So Hot" And I Felt Like Ripping her Vocal Cord. I Guess You can Call Us friends.... But He Doesnt Talk Much.... So, Im Sooo Traumatized. And Sometimes When I Look At Him, He Licks His Lips, And Wiggles his Eyebrows. And He tries To Sit By Me On The Bus. But UGH! I Dont Know If hes gay Or not Dammnit! And I Told Dylan - ONLY DYLAN About Ragnarok Online, And I Played it. The Next Day, HIS BEST Friend Comes Over To Me And Asked Me Who I Chose For A Charcter On Ragnarok. WTF?? Dylan Propobly Told Him About Me. T.T. And The Other Day His Best Friend Said I Sounded Like A Fag - And Dylan Say's "You Just Noticed?" So I Told Myself I hated Him But The Next Day He Asked Me Somthing... I Respond All Happy As If Nothing Happened. I Cant Hate Him.. And Today I Went To Sleep On the Bus Home, And I Heard His best Frind Saying " Yea He Stares At Him All The Time" And I Dont Know If hes talking ABout Me, And Im Going CRAZY!!! So? Do You Guys think Hes Gay? No? Yes?