Yup. I fail. Total failure. I knew I should have said something sooner. I knew it. X_X
In fact, I fail so much I don't even know weather I'm happy or sad. Duuuurrr...
Okay, now you're wondering what happened aren't you? Sora, my best friend, and super-crush. She was kissed by a boy she apparently likes. (I find this really annoying because she's younger than me. X_X I'm so behind.) I'm not sure what's happening, she wasn't as excited as I expected her to be. (And yes I'm certain that that's not just my optimistic side talking... Well.. mabye a little.) But either way I'm pretty sure I don't have a chance with her. Watch me as I crawl back into my little hole now.
But, she's going to sleep over soon, which is nice. And she's happy, which is almost compensating for the rejected feeling I have. Murr.. And it could have been worse... A lot worse.
It's funny though, right after her sister talks about some friend of hers that suspects might be queer. (She totally supports gay people.) and how she could be sitting next to her and their legs are touching and the girl dosen't pull her leg away and stuff, Sora comes over and sits next to me and hugs me. Then she sits on my lap. COULD THIS GET ANYMORE CONFUSING!?! Sorry. Frustration. And yeah, I'm just going to assume that she likes this boy who so bravley kissed her. (Me? Jealous? NEVEEERRRR.)
I just find it a little weird. I was expecting her to be more excited about something like that I guess. She seemed happy, but not like, super excited. But, it probably means nothing...
So.. I'm still trying to decide weather I should be upset or not. It's harder than it sounds.