Well, I did it. I came out to Evangeline. Congratulate me!
She was pretty cool about it, asked a couple of questions, I was not even remotely as anxious as I was when I came out to Lilah, she started touching me more. I told her so and she said "Yeah, I know, it's like there's no chance of misunderstanding any more so I can hug you and show affection with no fear, that's so cool!"
She even asked me if we could go to a gay bar, she says she always wanted to see how it's like. I said "maybe... someday. When I'm ready". Which I'm not yet, but I might be soon.
So, that's it. Faith's in line now. I feel so good! It doesn't feel weird at all! With Lilah it did a little bit, cause, Idk, she was the first one to know, but now I feel so... aware. Like I know what I am and people I love know what I am too and we're all ok with it.
At first, she started all those questions "Are you sure?", "But you've had sex with girls, how can that be" and "let me talk to Faith, she's single so you can try it out with her, just to make sure..." But then she dealt with it.
I found that I couldn't say the words to her again - "I'm gay". So, I found a way around it. I said "I wanna tell you something but I can't say the words."
She said "Are you dying?"
"No, hell no! I just... Well, let's see. What did Willow tell Buffy in season 4 and she was all shocked and weird about it?"
"That she's gay?"
"There you go."
And... BANG! "Omg, you're telling me you're gay?"
Cool, huh? Later on, she said that she feels so special because I trusted her. That's so great... I think I'm gonna go watch Buffy now.