Yes that may sound a little wierd coming from a girl whos dressed as a tomboy her whole life but if you knew me like in person it would make sense. Im always worried that ill be mistaken as a guy and it didnt help that my ex treated me like her boyfriend. Ive jsut been too afraid to actually admit it because i dont want to be treated like some guy who doesnt cry and has no emotions whatsoever. I heard this quote somehwere, "Im a butch on the outside and femme on the inside". Just cause I like wearing comfortable clothes that i dont feel like are suffocating me doesnt mean i dont cry at every chickflick i go too. Ive just had a hard time making people understand it.
But honestly I dont care anymore. Normally when i hear people say taht i know its bull but i actually mean it. I am who I am im proud and i just happen to be a lesbain whos punk/emo/whatever/butch. Its who I am and Ive finally accepted it.
So today I got a haircut and I copied kate Moennig style so it looks like when she had really short hair.And I have to say im in love with the butchies music. They are awesome espically the lyrics.