Good news and Bad news

Riku's picture

Okay so I'll tell you the bad news first..

Okay, so I saw my mom the other day, we talked a little, It was kind of akward. She looks so much older too. She's been worrying a lot. I told her that I want her to move up here and I want to stay here.

I'm angry at her, because no matter how many times I tell her that I want to stay here she pushes for me to go live in Florida. I'm terrified that I'll be forced to move away.

But, the good news is, I told Sora that I didn't like the boyfriend thing and she's okay with that. So I guess we're "official" now or something. It's still really weird. I guess it's because neither of us know what to do, and we're both kind of shy about it.

Hopefully I won't be forced to move anywheres.

And, I found a cure for the dream-like-state I've been in. It's the stars. If I look at the stars and think about how far away they are, things stop feeling unreal. Like I'm going to wake up.

I'm going to go draw now. Byes.


wild-blue-yonder's picture


Oh. I'm so sorry about your mom. It's got to be hard, getting so much pressure, from a parent, to make such a big decision - just remember, your top priority is your happiness, and hers (as a parent) should be, too. Don't let her guilt you into anything.

On the other hand, it's amazing about you and Sora. I swear, I've been reading your posts for ages now, and I was sooo excited for you when you came out. Seriously, I kinda felt like it was me doing it. :) I'm so happy for you. Congratulations.

p.s. and wake up and enjoy reality! It seems sad to be so detatched. I know, I know, you could tie shiny star sequins to threads, and hang them from the rim of a sunhat, so they're dangling in front of your face all the time... then would you feel awake? :)