Okay so I'll tell you the bad news first..
Okay, so I saw my mom the other day, we talked a little, It was kind of akward. She looks so much older too. She's been worrying a lot. I told her that I want her to move up here and I want to stay here.
I'm angry at her, because no matter how many times I tell her that I want to stay here she pushes for me to go live in Florida. I'm terrified that I'll be forced to move away.
But, the good news is, I told Sora that I didn't like the boyfriend thing and she's okay with that. So I guess we're "official" now or something. It's still really weird. I guess it's because neither of us know what to do, and we're both kind of shy about it.
Hopefully I won't be forced to move anywheres.
And, I found a cure for the dream-like-state I've been in. It's the stars. If I look at the stars and think about how far away they are, things stop feeling unreal. Like I'm going to wake up.
I'm going to go draw now. Byes.