I thought I was DONE with this....
After a year of me staying away from the razors, I just couldn't do it, and I feel like a fool..
I am a fool.
I know that.
Especially because I don't know why I did it, and then I did it again?
Man, I suck.
I want to and I don't want to all at the same time... I like the way it feels, and I hate how it makes me feel all at the same time, and it'd ridiculous!
And here we go! This starts up, and now I'm really starting to question myself again - DO I like guys?
I don't like this............. I don't like going back and forth like this, because it was almost instantly my mindset changed.
One day, it's no thank you, the next it's maybe so.
Really, maybe so.
I change my mind too much.
My 'best friend' back home doesn't call me, my other one has something in her brain, and the closest thing to a best friend here just decided to go on home study, leaving me to deal with my thoughts alone.