It seems that...

Riku's picture

I'm not going to sleep at all tonight. I know it. You know what I just did..? I just sent Sora an e-mail saying how I feel about her, and that as long as were friends I'm happy. (Sora = object of my affection) Oh I can't belive I just did that. Why did I do that?

Man what kind of idiot am I? I can't belive I just did that. Why did I do that? I can't belive I just did that.

Well... I'll tell you how things turn out... I think I'm going to need tranquilizer to get to sleep though. I'm such an idiot.

Oh well. I guess I have to take risks sometimes... Right? Nothing ventured nothing gained... Right?

Then why do I feel like something bad is going to happen. I'm probably being parinoid but....

Maybe I should calm down.. Heh. I'll try not to explode before I get some form of response.


Y - GuRl's picture

good on ya

Hey you have guts! You should be proud that you finally built up enough courage to do that, I don't think I'd ever be brave enough to do what you just did. And like you said, you know she's gonna be cool with it so try not to freak out too much :\ Hope things turn out for the best!

jeff's picture


It's always better to regret action than inaction.

I'm a total myspace whore (and by whore, I mean I use it to sleep with people, I'm not on it often), so ADD ME AS A FRIEND

the ghost's picture


As Jeff said its always better to regret somthing you have done than haven't.Though I don't think you should be regretting anything at all.Its so cool you worked up the courage to tell her.I really hope everything works out well for you!

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt

utter_insanity's picture


Wow. I don't think I'd ever have the guts to confess to my crush. Be proud, not worried! (Well, okay, be a little worried, but judging from your other entries, it doesn't look like she'll take this that badly...)

You are SO brave. Good luck! I hope you got some sleep.

~~Gay and Here to Stay~~

raining men's picture


I'm quite impressed actually. It may not be idiotic, don't judge it yet. And good luck babe

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"

ThinkGreen's picture

yay A true friend stabs


A true friend stabs you in the front.

whateversexual_llama's picture

Congrats. Jus ttake a few dee

Congrats. Jus ttake a few deep breaths, m'k? I can't wait to find out how it goes. =)

Be yourself. Because if you're busy being someone else, then who's gonna be you?

yep_im_a_stalker's picture

take some DEEEEEEEP breathes,

take some DEEEEEEEP breathes, man.

no use getting worked up.

cant wait for your next journal--i just GOTS to know what happens (ive been like..following your journal entries for...awhile? ...sounds weird i know but it's a compliment)

***love the number 7***

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ForeverEndedToday's picture

whoa! you did it good luck!

whoa! you did it good luck!

and god help you if you are a pheonix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying back

wild-blue-yonder's picture

:) woot!

woah! You really did it! Wow, I've been reading your posts for... I don't know how long now... and I'm really rooting for you. That was so brave. Now what happens will happen, but what a relief it will be. and it sounds to me like because of the kind of person Sora is, you'll still be good friends, even if she doesn't feel the same way you do. Awesome. You are awesome. I'll keep my fingers crossed...

Midnight's picture


It's great that you told her i've been reading your journals for a while now and i'm glad you told her. Now all we have to do is wait and see what happens as soon as you find out you have to post it in a journal i hope it goes good :-)

double.d's picture


yay for you!! ive been reading your journals about sora for so long proly since they starded, but dont worry im not a stocker and i DONT know were you live or what your moms name is :) anyways hope that everything ends up okay!!

Hobbit's picture

:does good luck dance: guts a

:does good luck dance: guts are a must for life in general, so proving to yourself that you have them is a good thing. just try to distract yourself for a while, and well yes you probably won't get any sleep tonight, but having that off your chest should be worth it.

hugs, luck, and peace

So when you're asked to fight a war thats over nothing
Its best to join the side thats gonna win
No ones sure how all of this got started
But we're gonna make 'em God damn certain how its gonna end