on top of everything else that's kinda sorta sucking
(home, school, etc)
my best friend needs a break
NEEDS A BREAK!!!!
you can't just walk away from a friendship!!!!!!
it's not a fucking relationship!
you can't take breaks from your friends!!!
i knew from the beginning that she has commitment and trust issues
she has a really hard time opening up
she really opened up to her former best friend
who recently basically pushed her out of her life
and she was finally starting to open up to me
to tell me how she felt about stuff
to trust me a bit
and last night she tells me she needs to take a step back and figure out how much she needs me
among other people
but god damn
what do i do without my best friend around?
how can she just disappear?
it's not right
yeah i know this doesn't seem directly glbt related
but it is
in the most complicated way ever
basically i have a crush on her but i used to hate her because she had a crush on my then girlfriend who was her best friend, the one who recently hurt her