I have closure now about Mike going away. I called him last night before he left, and we talked about a lot of things. I’m glad I did, or else things would have felt strange. It isn’t like I told him how I feel, but I needed contact before he left. When he answered he sounded happy to hear from me, and I liked that. So we chatted about things, and he asked for my email address. I was also unsure on whether he didn’t like me and didn’t have the heart to tell me to fuck off, or he genuinely liked being around me. Now I feel as though that he really does like me, and I’m glad I have that reassurance. He’s such a good mate, and I like that. Now that he’s gone, I don’t have such intense feelings for him. I still love him, but without the insane intensity I used to. So to give you an idea of how last night went down, these are our txt messages to each other:
HIM: Good night sweetie… this is my last night in Australia wooo!
I then called him, we talked, then he asked me for my addy…
ME: (my email) is my address. Also I just want to say thanks 4 helping me a couple of weeks ago. I felt so shit and u really dragged me out of it. Thanks man :)
HIM: thanks bub… anytime u need some “draggin out