just came to say goodbye, love...

scandalboy's picture

I have closure now about Mike going away. I called him last night before he left, and we talked about a lot of things. I’m glad I did, or else things would have felt strange. It isn’t like I told him how I feel, but I needed contact before he left. When he answered he sounded happy to hear from me, and I liked that. So we chatted about things, and he asked for my email address. I was also unsure on whether he didn’t like me and didn’t have the heart to tell me to fuck off, or he genuinely liked being around me. Now I feel as though that he really does like me, and I’m glad I have that reassurance. He’s such a good mate, and I like that. Now that he’s gone, I don’t have such intense feelings for him. I still love him, but without the insane intensity I used to. So to give you an idea of how last night went down, these are our txt messages to each other:

HIM: Good night sweetie… this is my last night in Australia wooo!

I then called him, we talked, then he asked me for my addy…

ME: (my email) is my address. Also I just want to say thanks 4 helping me a couple of weeks ago. I felt so shit and u really dragged me out of it. Thanks man :)

HIM: thanks bub… anytime u need some “draggin out


niks121997's picture

Good song

Good for you on getting closure. I like your title since it's from a great song.

"Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful that it is no worse than it is."

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

raining men's picture


Nice. I'm glad it went well

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"