Last Night

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Sigh i neeeded to get out i'm going crazy just staying home...the only thing i do is homework and think...and think some more, which leads to crying and i hate it already. So i went out with two of my best friends for dinner and to walk around, i was actually happy having fun...then she called me seeing what i was doing but got mad then hung up and texted me "only now you can go out but not when we're together" fuck god like i planned this...i needed to get out especially from her and i tried so hard to get everyone to trust me again so i can go out but it wasn't working as fast as i wanted it to go so we never got to see each other...oh how much i wanted to see her, hold her in my arms and tell her that i love her *tear*...sigh yeap after that we text a lil and then stopped and i watched a movie with my friends as their house...

Blah got home at 10:30 but didn't get to sleep unti 2...why? 'cause i got lectured by my auntie and uncle 'cause i didn't let them know where i was going and who i was with...sigh yup so we had a long talk...and then she texted me again to say "Happy Thanksgiving"...?...idk my heart is so confused and torn idk...