might tell you tonight, sweetie

scandalboy's picture

"Might Tell You Tonight" - Scissor Sisters

When you're quiet, but your eyes
Are saying everything I need to know
I want to burrow like a sparrow
Dodging alley cats and whiskers
Why do we talk in whispers?
Is it painful hearing voices ring
So early in the morning?

I've been waiting for the day
When I can throw away these numbers
That line my dresser drawers and cupboards
Start me over
Life seems so much slower
With your toothbrush by the mirror
Can I make it any clearer?

And I just might say it tonight
I just might say it tonight
I just might tell you tonight
That I love you
And you should stay all my life

They'll tell you that you'll maybe make it
If you just cut your clothes and change your hair
But I won't fuss and moan
'bout what you wear
I feel so much better
When I read your dirty letters
Just wear your sweaters in the winter
'Cause I wouldn't want you to get cold
I hope that we're together when we're old
I would have sold all my possessions
Never took piano lessons
But baby you're a grand
And I will learn to play the good notes
And tune you up the best I can

And I just might say it tonight
I just might say it tonight
I just might tell you tonight
That I love you
And you should stay all my life

i love this song alot, it fits me like a glove, it's such an accurate description for certain people.

ok so my love mike is going to sth africa for 3 weeks, and leaves tomoro morning. he is so great. he's so good to me, he's helped me through a lot of shit (including a recent bout of depression). i always talk about him here, but he means so much to me. and it's funny, our big joke is that we're in love, so txt msges are always finished with "babe" or "sweetie". we have hugs and i have kissed him (on the cheek) whilst drunk. but the situation is fucked - he's STRAIGHT!!!!! we will only be friends and thats it. i mean, i feel like i'm going crazy sometimes.

last night i called him to say goodbye in case i didn't see him today (which i didn't - lucky i did call him!!!) and we had the best talk. its great having someone with whom i can talk about anything. and he likes all these different movies, it makes me laugh. he'll watch full metal jacket with his footy mates and then come over to my house and watch baz luhrman's romeo + juliet. and this is the weird, kinda gross part, and the people who used to follow this journal will recognize the old signs - we were joking around about it being our last night together, so he licked the phone receiver. at first i didn't know what he was doing, all i could hear was this strange noise, and then he told me, so i did it back. he laughed, i laughed, i told him that we just made out and he goes, "hell yeah". it was very funny, trust me.

i really like this guy. and it does make me sad that nothing will happen between us. but as long as we remain the best of mates, he'll always be my sweetie, and hopefully, i'll always be his babe :)


Duncan's picture

That's awsome! Remeinds me of

That's awsome! Remeinds me of a guy I know. 'Cept we don't do the joke-around intimate stuff. *lucky*