Is it some type of anomally that i dont have a close relationship with my mother? I dont get it. Everyone around me is like omg I love my mother but I just dont feel that way. I want to get close with her I do but everytime I try to she says something to upset me and i get mad. For example I came out to her so I could stop lying and she said it was a phase. Then whenever she gets stuck on a question where she cant come up with an excuse she always says some mean thing about my dad or stepmom.Im not sure i love her. Its like because someone is your parent gives life to you your supposed to automatically love them. Or maybe im just being a bitch.What I want is a mom not a mother. Does that make sense? Im really close with my stepmom but its not the same.
Its going to be interesting moving back in with her.
Anyone have any suggestions? Ive been trying for years but my methods arent working.