My Boyfriend Found Out Im Bi!!!!

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yes my boyfriend did find out im bi but he didnt think is true becuz the person who told hidoesnt like me or him....so its all cool but all of my friends who know r tellin me to tell him and i dont know if i should....i asked him today in a note what he think of gay people?? hes writing bak tonite so ill know tommorow and tell ya!!!! NOW KEEP READING!!!

READ THIS!!! PLZ....AND GIVE ME AN BLUNTANT OPINION....I WILL NOT GET MAD....MY BRAIN WILL NOT LET ME GO ON UNLESS IT KNOWS IT OIN IN THE RITE DIRECTION..SO PLZ COMMENT!!!!!

Prelude:

It was a night like any other, as most people say it, but yet it still felt so different to have a person with you, after years if feeling alone. After years of searching, and thinking what wrong with me. I stood in the doorway observing those eyes, looking at that smile, and taking in the feeling of being loved. Even though, it was not to the extent that I wanted it to be; I still felt loved. I sat down on the edge of the bed, taking in the room of the person I like, and seeing their personality in the room. They sat down next to me and asked if I wanted anything; I said no. We start to talk about random stuff like; what we plan on doing tomorrow, or how we couldn’t believe my parents let me spend the night, when they reach across; caressed my face and said yeah I don’t think I could stand them saying no again. I tensed as they moved in to kiss me. When they moved back, all I could do was look into those pale blue eyes, in fear, because their mom was standing at the door.
This is why they came; this is why I’m here. It’s true when they say there are a right time and a wrong time. It’s not true when they say love comes easy, because it doesn’t and when you get it, it still isn’t easy. It makes me laugh, to think that I thought everything would be ok when I found love. At first it felt so surreal, like floating on a cloud that’s drifting among shaping clouds of truth. I felt like I understood everything; and everything understood me. That night changed everything to nothing, but I guess it doesn’t make sense if u don’t know what happened. Lets start before this happened, before I started liking girls.