i just can't win. i start to think i'm over her, that i can move on. live my life. i get a message for her and a grin like never before graces my lips.
i just can't win. not like i'll ever be with her. or anyone else for that matter. i've basically decided that i'm going to end up being single forever. i'm just not relationship material. pessimistic as it sounds, it's true.
also, i miss summer. i don't like it being all rainy and cold. it's miserable and doesn't feel like christmas. to anyone. oh well.