Okay, so I'm ranting on agen, after my recent fucked up depression... today I was out with some friends then I lost my wallet somewhere. There were like $200 bucks and a $50 bus card along with my key, ID card and other shit. This is really pissing me off, that money took me ages to save, and I thought I would treat myself to some new clothes after feeling so fucked up with the money I saved throughout the year... all of it just suddenly disappeared. And that really fucked my day up, I got home and some family friends were going to take us out for dinner but I just feel so crap I didn't want to go so I stayed at home. Now I'm just at home feeling stink about everything I missed out on and thinking how fucked up everything just have to be.