I feel awful. I'm not exactly sure why...
Okay, so Sora slept over. I had wanted to talk to her about some things, but I never brought them up for some reason. We started falling asleep and my neck started hurting. I didn't mean to but I screamed a little and woke her up. At first she was a little grumpy, but the pain got worse and I started crying, and she was really nice.
Anyways, we stayed up and she watched stuff on the internet. I hate it when she does that. We also bugged my dad and he gave me medicne, but it didn't help. Eventually, we manage to fall asleep.
Okay, so we wake up, and talk a little, and get breakfast, and I got some muscule relaxant stuff from my aunt. I was a little grumpy from my neck, and that made Sora grumpy, which made me grumpy.
But the muscule relaxant put me to sleep and Sora left early and I feel asleep.
So I woke up at sunset and for some reason I felt like crying.
So I cried, and I'm still upset. I'm not sure why.
I feel like we're drifting apart. I don't know why. She's my best friend, and I don't think that would happen. But it always happens to me.
Everything between us is just really akward. The whole girlfriend thing especaily. And I'm scared. I don't know why it's so hard for me to say whats on my mind.