my heart in your hands, your tearing it like a piece of paper

frizzfro45's picture

I can't deal with this anymore. I told myself I wouldn't be the jealous type, well, that's hard when your girlfriend starts making out with her ex-boyfriend. I talked to her about it, she said that they were just really good friends, and I get that, I told her that she kissed him more than me, and she stopped kissing him, and kissed me more. That was good for about three days. I couldn't go to the dance on friday, and i bet if i would have gone, things would be different, but there's no way to really know. I heard that she slept with an older guy, a much older guy. I heard this from someone who she was hanging out with that night, who she confirmed she was hanging out with. I asked my gf about friday night, and she hasn't said anything about sleeping with that guy. Who would right? who in there right mind would tell her girlfriend that you slept with a guy. I really thought she would work, i really thought we would work, but it hasn't even been two weeks yet and she's already doing this and lying to me. I let it slide the first time, kissing her ex, but this is different, she didn't even know this guy she slept with. She went to far, and I can't forgive her for that. I love her, ya know, and I still wanna be friends, but I can't date her anymore, but i can't bring myself to break up with her, and bring it up. If i bring it up, she will get mad at her friend who told me, but if i don't break up with her, then it will just cause more heartache


whateversexual_llama's picture

what I would do is instead

what I would do is instead of telling her that you want her to kiss you more, you need to seriously ask her, "How much do you care about me?" Of course, if you do that, you need to be ready for whatever the answer may be.

Be yourself. Because if you're busy being someone else, then who's gonna be you?