So, I decided to use that Nair hair removal cream yesterday. I mean, every girl has facial hair, mind you it's usually blond, and unnoticable. But I didn't want it. Body hair bugs me. Everyone who knows me knows I shave every inch of my body except my head and my eyebrows, and well, a small area 'down there'. Anyway... I decided I was going to start making my face 100% hairless.
I'm allergic to the cream.
Now my face is all red and blotchy and it looks like I have acne to the max. my cover up works, a bit, but my face feels sooo... rough! And gross! and the cover up makes it all scabby. It doesn't look gross... my face only looks a little redder than normal... but when I rub my cheek... IT'S DISGUSTING O_O
It messed my eyebrows up somehow, too. I didn't like, wipe the stuff over them, or else i'd no longer even have eyebrows. But after I used the cream they went all wonky and they're thinner, and wild,like bad hair day except for eye brows. My god, I look like a circus freak!!
Well alright. I may be a little too hard on myself. No one said anything today. No one even noticed except Luke, after I told him about my facial cream issues. But I notice. and it scares me to look in the mirror. I hate that. Being your own worst critic. Nothing ever turns out the way you see it in your mind, just like when you paint a picture. So, others look at me and see nothing different. But I look at me and... it's HORRIBLE!!
I am never using that stuff again.
Not to mention, it made my cheeks feel like someone doused them in kerosine and lit a match... they burned even after I wiped it all off.
Here's some advice to others with hairless OCD: Never, EVER use Nair.